Jus went drinking wif few of Th's members last night at the wine company. Was quite fun. Drank some red wine and white wine together, i suppose they cant be drank together. Had a bad tummy ache the whole night after. Still the night was gd, talked bout lots of stuffs, but thx to the army, the topic jus revolves about ns. I thought it was enough to be in camp for 5 days! but after the 5 days, we gonna hear lots of AAR(after action review) from our dear army boys in BMT. Their experience was both hilarious and memorable, my BMT wasnt tt fun. It was jus training, trainin , and more training. Bad memories instead of those nice ones they have. I guess i could have done somthing b4 i got into CDO, regret not doin it. LIfe would be so much different if i were to be posted to BMTc . Well, wads over is over, no point moaning and bitching about the past. maybe the saying is right. when u get use to things, u jus tend to accept it. But the statement seems pessimistic, maybe we should not jus accept things as it is. Afterall, everything has a potential, but to fully untilise its potential or let the potential go to waste will still be determined by us, ourselves.

Guess blogging is goin out of fashion, all my fellow bloggers have left their blogs to rot! Everything need commitment, even a blog, what more a relationship.

As i stood in the centre of a palm with skyscraping fingers
the raindrops fell from the dark empty sky
every drop seems to be a message from up above
empty i stand, overwhelm i am
by the thoughts of the past where days were carefree
i stood empty yearning for the intangible assurance
but the raindrops kept hittin on me from above the almighty palm
pushing me right back into flashes of faint memories
the pearl of fluid within the palm remained solemnly dark
once, the pearl shone brilliantly in glamour
now its trapped in the cover of darkness
to seek refuge from the harsh nature of reality
to allow others to understand the true meaning of brightness
as they witness what is true darkness