if its me who can ease ur pain, i would stay and be there for as long as it would be. it really hurts to see u in pain, i would rather be the one goin through it. I understand life has its ups and downs, but i've always wanted u to be happy. most importantly, live life without regret. One may make the wrong choice, but through that, we can stil always learn from it and not to repeat it again. There's always so much i wan to do for u, but it always turn out to how little i have done. To me, u are my dearest, i jus wan u to get the best. i'll always be there for u, like a guadian angel.
an angel who feels ur joy and experience ur sorrow

Tml's fathere's day, i've decided to get my dad a cake! For me, things are jus different, maybe it'll be a normal thing for many others, but its my first time gettin him something. its jus complicated, maybe i shall jus keep this to myself. its jus so ironic, there i am in army tryin to make time fly as fast as possible, then here i am tryin to make time forever. Its always said that time changes everything, maybe i jus need more time, but will he have the time i need? i jus have to be realistic and try harder everytime, til i succeed.
Sometimes when u dun wan something to end, its jus by simply not starting it. deep down i know, we will never end.