hmmm, been quite some time since i last blog.. I dun think anyone is readin either, but i shall jus write for fun. Maybe this shall be my private diary since no one reads, haha.. Anyway, its after Os and everyone is havin fun , and tt includes me as well.. Kept goin out these days , go out until i POK liao.. No money le.. hahaz... Anyway, prom night is approachin le, i jus bought my clothes but haven found my shoes!!! So maybe gottta go buy tml.. Prom's on wednesday, guess it'll really be a special day, maybe a once in a lifetime experience ba~ HAhaz, hopefully, it'll turn out well and i'll have loads of fun! going home at such hour is another problem.. Who knows i can hitch a ride in my fren's car!!! hehe.. or maybe go my friend's house stay for the night? tt'll be cool wor.. Okie, shall end here le, tml still need to play bball wif andy at 8 at hougang!?!?!! I live in AMK!!! okie.. Nitez.

Hpmh... Today's a bad day la! GOt back lots and lots of test papers, well... Happy wif none, my results jus sux la... got back history, chem , bio, physics, chinese and english... Grrr, dun wanna tok bout them le.. Jus wanna study hard now! Maybe gotta neglect friends le! Stuff myself wif books? haiz... Dunno wad to say, but i jus know i gotta do smthingn about it! OKay, enough of my craps le, gotta study as i said, hhaaz... till then folks!

eh, everything's fine wif me and her now! whahaa, managed to patch up le! We went out on white valentine's for a movie... *bai se qing ren jie* if i'm not wrong ba?! We wacted the haunted mansion , quite a okay movie, quite interestin 2... Then later we went to have a walk in the istana park! whahhaa, so farnie the park like so small and so kuku~ Oh ya, we were at PS then, haha... After tt i see her home and went home, ok, it sounds bored... nvm dun wanna tok bout her le.. Gotta tok bout myself, found tt i'm real indecisive and i mus change!!! Not tt i've jus found out, i knew it long ago, but its somehow already part of me!!! so its hard to change, u see? Yup, gimme more time, few more months?! hahaz... Also hor, my character is like.. SHIT?! Die die die, i jus mus change b4 i lose all my frens!! ok, i'll be more determined this time! Oh ya! i mus complain!!! This holiday is so boring man! gotta go back to school 5 out of 7 days!!! mon to wed remedial, then thurs tues sat got training! ahhhh.... Sick of it man! oPpz, there goes my attitude problem again... okok , enough for now.. Till then... I'll change!

today is a day of happinese and sadness... well, its a combination of both.. Happy coz we won the south zone championship! and we've got ourselves seoul gardens, mache, and free jersey! hahaz, so much incentives! hahahaz... Also not forgetting , the shinny, golden thropy! hahhaz... Then, comes the sad part, coach scolded me quite badly, but its over, who cares? As long as we won the game! hahahz... Then the worst part came, i came online, then *****i told me she wanna break up.. Hai... Dunno why also! When i dun tok she says i'm too quite, when i wanna tok and tell her things, she gets angry. I wanted to tell her wad happened to me today, then after hearing abt it , she replied, lets break?! wth... Jus coz i said i saw a chiobu on the bus and i saw her kissing wif another gal! so i tot it might interest her, but she actually said that i go look at other gal?! WAD IS SHE THINKING! haiz... Now i'm trying to explain things to her, but no matter how, the feelin btw us is of course covered by clouds of distrust and suspicious... Other couples seems to be happy whenever they're together, they treasure every moment they have , i wonder if she does... Hopefully. things will turn to the better, if worst goes to worst, we might jus break up... One more thing!!! She had this strong feelin tt i dun love her! Wtf.... Bo wei gong... ogie, enough pf my craps, tts all floks...

Today's a tiring day! Lessons as usual but got chemistry and biology test today~ GUess i flung'em~ hahaz... Kept playin wif digimons today, startin to feel like an idiot now, maybe i shall stop playin'em tml? Hahaz, comin to tok abt it, its real fun loh! hahaz, i cheated and got a teddy , a metal mummy, a metal greymon! hahhaz, so pro hor? hahaz... ok, enough of my childishness... Then later tt day, mervin, nicholas and yeehong see me home by takin 70 with me! Nicholas and Yeehong even see me to the doorstep! Budden smthing bad happened later... I read ****a*'s msg and she said... *my match is at hougang sports hall at 3.20* when i read the msg it was like 7!!! Then i quickly went online to ask how the match go.. Unfortunately they lost the game and was out of the game! I was damn sad to hear tt... but she's worst off... She's so heart-broken she cried.. somehow, i jus feel the pain as well... aaaaaahhhhhhhh~ dunno how to console ppl also... I dunno wad to do , except consolin her and pray tt she will get over it soon !

aaahhhhhhh.... So much happened today! i wrote my blog le, its so nice and long!!! Then com hang! how unlucky can one get!!!! nvm i shall restart! ok, first i had long and boring lessons!! Havin 2 consecutive lessons of chemistry practical! so lame loh, so hot and stuffy in there! then later i have biology practical somemore! wa, then worst think was we were asked to disect a broadbean ! and as usual the smell of it was stucked on my fingers!! * i feel it in my fingers! i feel it in my toes!* Then worst thing comes!!! social studies test! well, its a sure fail, sure flung , sure gone case, so lets not tok abt it ba... then later i've got bball trainin, we were to run 8 rounds round the school, which is like 4 km!!! OH my man~ then continues training till like 7 pm?! then later i gotta rush home to meet my gay frens! we're plannin to go to Pasa Malam tonight! then we bought lots of food and stuffs! eat until so full, my stomach gotta burst! then we went to play blindcat somemore! whahha, so lame , but so fun! then later hor, i see ***o** home! we tok tok tok and tok until 10.30pm, i see her home then i rushed home! haven touch any hw now! eyes so pain and red, contacts inside 2 long le! hahaz, i takin'em out now! then i think i go bath again then do hw loh, guess i'll be slpin at round 1 plus ba? haha, wonder how tired a person can get, well.... maybe i've reached my limits? hahhaz... tts all folks

Hpmh, i was thinkin tt no one will read my blog, budden to my surprise.... Douglas, joshua, ianrik and some gays reads! hahaaz, so touched wor... Budden i stop writin for so long, also dunno if they'll still read... Anyway, i shall jus write for the sake of peace laughter and joy... Actually i'm jus 2 bored... Alrighty, i'm gotta write about saturday then... Saturday, we had basketball trainin till 11, which is super duper early... Then after our lunch, we went to sherwyn's house for mahjong! hahaz, i still dunno if i won or lost... Joshua haven tell me yet ! hopefully i won la~ hahaz.. Then later i left at 3.30 lidat to meet my primary school frens.. But kinda disappointed la, coz they said they gotta go le!!!! Then its only left wif me and ******, then we went to walk walk loh... Then we wanted to go library to study for my FAILING highier chinese.. But unfortunately the library is CLOSED!!! at 5 pm?!!?! so early loh, but also dunno why... Then we crossed the road and went to walk in the park! so lame loh.. we walk walk walk , then realised tt we've actually walked one round of the park! OMG man~ then later i see her home to her blk there loh.. We sat there tokin tokin tokin till 9!!!! hahaz, really ebjoyed my time wif her.. tts all folks...

hhahaz, so long neber blog le, i guess no one bothers either... I suddenly felt tt there's no pt writing blog.. Maybe bloggin is jus a way to express wad u can't.. Why can't we simply share our feelins to someone else, why mus we write'em down? Do i have a problem expressin myself? I dun think so wor... Ahahaz, so maybe i wun blog for quite some time ... HAhaz, nice excuse huh! hahaz, tc pals...

Die ah, slackin le, maybe i 2 bz lately le, no time to blog le... Hahaz.. Anyway, happy chinese new year!! And guess wad! i've collectec like 400 plus bucks! hahaz, one step closer to my dream phone le! hhahaz.. Anyhow, my dream phone's model is 6230, jus the same no as the block i living in now~ hahaz, nice hor? got Mp3, video, radio, bluetooth, camera and all tt i wan~ da,m nice, but i expect the price to be steep 2, hopefully after trade in + plan + my hongbao 400 bucks i can get the phone! hahhaz... tts all folks

hpmh, today is so lame man! I went for recess then i had a stomache, thinkin tt the nearest toilet was the staff's toilet, i hack care and jus used it~ And wad the hell ! how unlucky can i get, i got caught by the someone! wa, then kana demerit somemore then its like~ when everything settled, recess over! so damn hungry loh! wa lau...

hpmh, nothing muc happened today~ Went for my training in the morning then went to Queensway~ We had our lunch and we went to the shoppin centre to buy shoes!!! HAhaz.. There're me, honchan kelvin and joshua~ not forgettin our kind likkhian who company us there! hahahz..My shoe's name is dada, fourth quarter, nice huh? wahaha.. tts all

hpmh, today's been a fun day for me! I've got enjoyable lessons and all was well~ Though we have three consecutive of chinese today it was fun! we were watchin a movie! nice ritez? hahaz, then later we've got a lifeskill learnin course! Sounds borin huh? but guess wad?! It turned out to be hella fun! The speaker was incredible, filled wif jokes of all kinds and not forgetttin his tremendous skills of character study~ he could simply tell someone's character jus by lookin at their behaviour! Pro huh?! hahaz... Then after the course, i went to play bball in school~ Hahz, as usual i made my ways wif all the tyconess skills~ And the game was fine~ Budden i lost to likkhian in the one on one wif a disgracing score of 7-4~ hahahz, i'll make a come back, lik! Hpmh, now i'm chattin wif Yuhua, tokin about her doggies~ hahaz, so cute! Hpmh, glad tt she's fine and she dun need to work tml! hahaz, an off day for her! for ur info, she's been workin hard to pay off her hp bill! hahaz, so everyone should know how high her bill was la~ hahahz, *sry ah~ hahhaz~ Yup!

Hpmh, alrighty! Today's Shiyun's bday!Hahaz, we bougth her a black forest cake from bread tok! Eileen, mei and ch bought then cake and we jus paid for it, hehe~ bery gd hor? hahaz, anyway, the cake was real nice and i guess Shiyun enjoyed our company bery much! Coz she was wearin a big smile from ear to ear all along the bday ceremony! whaha.. This year she's already 16 le! mus be more mature le hor, dun go laughing around over nothing hor! and mus study hard, k? Mus get good results wor! Dun disappoint ur parents and all ah~ hehez! Then later after tt i went home wif likkhian and linseng, unfortunately we met Mdm Lau outside school coz likkhian wans an ICE CREAM!?!?~ Then she nagged us about our uniform and all, so lame of her! Kinda lamorised by her 2~ Then the lamer thing happened, likkhian forgot to take his shirt! But we were like already at the 70 bus stop! Then he called so many ppl i lost count and finally a kind oyster or should i say hum? Helped him picked up his shirt... Oh ya! we met M_ _ _ _ _ _ and _ _ D _ at the bus stop 2! hahaz, tts all~ gd nitez, 2 tired to write 2 much after studyin for bio~ niTEz...

Today's been a tiring day, i've got bball training! So tired and guess wad, coach still haven annouce the shcool team members! So lame ritez? the tournament is jus like few days away and he is there keeping mum~ Makin us so Kancheong, and somemore dunno if we should but de bball shoes~ Haiz, nvm lets not tok abt bball! Hpmh, today i bery cham ah! I tot Sinyee to wait for me in de class to go home wif me together, and as promised she waited... But my training ended too late and she went home! I was so sad and sorry then~ Worried sick tt she'll be angry, but luckily.. SHe's noT!!! whahaaz, so kind of her hor? hahaz, i was thinkin she'll be in the rage of anger and might even ignore me, luckily she did not~ So glad tt she's an understanding and kind person! whahaz... Alright so much for today, Sinyee ah, i'll try to be more punctual next time! hahaz, and sorry about today! Really sorry! till then~

Hpmh, today is so tiring.. Got a physics practical straight after my lessons! Its was so tiring man! Budden smthing nice happened 2! hahaz, i sat beside Sinyee for me practical wor, whahaha.. nothing big la, haha.. Lucky tt i left the physics lab early man, i finished the practical fast! Or else those who're slow were made to stay for even longer to listen to E Lim's speech~ wahhaa... Today is Liangwang's bday, i wanna wish him happy birthday here and wish tt everything will go well for him~ Yup~ thats all folks~

Eh, today quite fun la~ Early in the morning i've got bball training, i was late and reached school at around 9 plus~ By the time i've reached shcool, i was told training was cancelled~ So stupid man! Then we went to sherwyn's house to play mahjong! And unfortunately i lost abit~ But today i got so close to SHI SAN YAO! I've got all twelve tiles le, and the other two tiles were all YAO ZI, but the game ended before i could win! HAiz, so disappointed~ hahaz...Hpmh, then we went home and i met Celest on the bus 265! Such a surprise! we chatted for awhile and she helped me solved a problem 2! She helped me borrow a chinese shou ce from Karin! I'm bery grateful! Then i went to look for Karin near her house, unfortunately due to my poor sense of direction, i reach her place in almost 45 minutes when the trip is suppose to be a 10 min trip! hahaz, and i mus also thankz Karin for lendin me her book and also bearing the pain on her ankle and walk all the way down for me~ Sorry to trouble u and hope u'll recover soon, k? And lastly, wanna take this down , coz today i msg Yuhua! hahahaz, so long neber msg her le, so glad she still remember me! hehe...

Hpmh, today nothin much happened ah, jus a normal tiring school day. Today i reached home at round 4 and use the com till 7, then i fell asleep and woke up at eleven, then i had my dinner and cont using the com, so slack hor? Die ah, dunno how to go for my O level, hhaha... Since nothing much happened to me today, lets tok about smthing else~ Lets tok about my friends~ First lets tok about my primary school friend, a few of my bestest friends are zhi jia, ianrik, kaisiang and zhi hao, they 're all gd frens to be wif~ Zhijia is de quite type but can also speak up when necessary, hahaz.. Zhihao is always trying to look for gals~ and KS is a crazy comic fan. Ianrik is the lamest amongst them, but still, his tyconess in his bball has earned much of my respect~ whaaa..And of course not forgettin my primary school classmates! They consist of Lianwang the gay leader, alvin, weiqian,yu cui ,sinyee, Yeefeng.Then my secondary sch friends~ I've got Andy as my lao da in school, and i'm in a gang called TAOHUA gang~` Strange name huh? forgot how it came about le~ Then we have likkhian as out lao er and shawn as lao san~ Then there's still many other gang members like, honchan, joshua, alven, douglas, shiyun, jialing, eileen,sherwyn,meiling, nicholas, long mao, roy, junwei and many many more!*sry if i forgot to mention u~ hahaz...They're all bery gd friends of mine, all bery enthu in bball, coz all in bball team de~ whaha... Mostly all enthu in Mahjong 2, except likkhian la, he's got a curse or smthing on him, he seldom wins in Mahjong, and i guess since last year he washed his hands clean of it~ whaha.. tts all folks~

hahaz, today's a great day! Although some bad things happened la, budden overall i guess its fine ba~ Hpmh, bad things~ Miss tan seow lan was the first to spoil my day, gave me such a hard pull on the ear! As if she dunno tt its already crooked~ Wahaha... Hpmh, then next sad thing is i got training , gotta run round the school 8 times loh! wa lau~ Can die one u know?!?! Luckily there's SinYee there supporting me wor! whaha, seen her 5 times in my run out of 8~ wahaha, somemore she said she scared i felt irritated, ahaha, wo gao xin dou lai bu ji le! whahaa... Such a tiring day, reached home at round 8 and had my dinner, then msg SinYee and watched who wans to steal a million! wahhaa, its such a lame show!!! Can't believe i've watched it man, wasted my time~ Rather go study for my O level ah~ Wa, my eyes half closed le, gotta end here le, update of my life will be on tml, haha.. i write everyday! haha, yup~ eh, lastly, wanna say... Sinyee thankz for being my friend! U've brighten up my life! wahahaa

Hpmh, today is a tiring day for me, i've got time practise after school and it made me stayed till 4 in school! Haiz, so in order to relax myself i went to play bball in school, till 6 in the evening~ hahaz... Dunno why sec 4 le, O level coming soon, but i still dun feel anxious! haiz, so worried about my results~ Today i talked to my primary school friend about relationships, and happen to tok about Jeslin.. She was in a dilema and wanted to seek some advice, so we shared our secrets! haha.. Haiz, dunno why i'm so sad now! Maybe becoz of all those relationship things! OH ya! Almost forgot smthing! Yesterday i had bball training and it ends at 6 in the evening, then i took a bus home and guess wad? I went home together wif JOei! *Jus by chance, coz she's changed her route* And she was so farnie! and lame 2~Guess wad she said to me while she's walkin wif me? She said OMG look at the moon! its so round! And i already sian 1/2 le, then she walk awhile more, and guess wad she said!!! She said OMG the moon's followin me! Wa... at tt very moment i've been totally lamerise by her! Then she explained to me tt likkhian was the one who made her so lame! hahaz, likkhian u not bad huh! changed her life, to a lamer one~ whaha... Tts all folks, take care~

Hpmh, many things happened today~ Gd and bad ones... Lets start wif the bad ones! Today i've been sabo by a friend of mine, never would i expect someone to sabo me in my life... It was not as if i have done him wrong, he jus simply accused me~ Though i'm bery sad about tt, i'm glad i've paid for this lesson to know wad u person he truely is, and i dun think having him as a friend is anything nice~ It was such a disappointment~ Alright, now lets do away wif that unhappy incident, lets tok about the happy things! Today SinYee wave and said bye to me!!! wahaa, so happy wor, she used to be givin me cold shoulders and now we're gd friends, sharing all joy and sorrows... Hahaz, life is so unexpected~ And oh ya, today Jeslin called me and chatted wif me wor, so nice of her to still remember me as her friend, bery touched 2... Lastly, jus wanna help pray for all my friends who's been troubled by love recently, hope they'll get back on their feet soon and be the cheerful and happy person they used to be! Yup!

Hpmh, today's been an okay day for me... Not much homework, hahaz, all done in school le... Oh ya, btw, Shiu Hei jus recieved his birthday present from Jeslin, haha.. He's so happy he's over the moon. Didn't know a simple gift can brighten up somone's day so much.. It was then tt i realise maybe i'm too difficult to be satisfied. Since i've started tokin about Jeslin, lets tok about her... She's a bery good friend of mine, we use to tok on the phone till bery late de, but now dun have le, guess we're both busy wif our own stuffs so gradually we're also drifting away le... We had a wonderful memory, and i wish for nothin more except for her to stay happy and cheerful! And oh ya! HAhaz, today i had a fun time playin wif Sinyee, haha, passin notes to each other! So fun.... Hehez, and the content shall be confidential, only known between me and Sinyee, hehee... So sweet of u!~ whaha..

Today is a boring day... Nothing much happened.. So i shall tok about love~ wahaha.. Hpmh, everyone has their very own defination for the word LOVE. And of course i have my own too, to me, love is to sacrifice for the one u love so tt he/she would be happy no matter who he/she might be wif... Yup... I'm 15 now, and tts all i know about love, guess love is not simply jus a word, i guess there's much much more to it, which i still dun understand... Hahaz, lastly, i would wish all my friends who are in love to be wif those whom they like soon... I've heard many of my friends tellin me probs of their relationship, so i wish to recieve gd news of couples 2, haha... YuAn yOU QinG ReN ZhonG CHEng JuAn ShU~

Today is the 3rd of January 2004! Its a brand new year and i'm starting a brand new stuff.. Writing BLOG.. Dunno why i wanna write also, maybe i jus need someone to confide in.. Hpmh... Oh ya! Wanna know how i spent my New Year? I went to Esplanade to have fun! We went all over the town then finally settled at Esplanade. There we watched fireworks! It was amazing, very majestic, bery bombastic also.. Felt so cool... Tt night i called a few ppl to wish them Happy New Year, and few of my gd friends also called me, the feelin to be remembered is simply incredible.. Later tt night we waited for cabs to go home as it was already 1.30 in the morning.. HAhaz, and guess wad, we waited for 2 hours and not a single cab stopped for us, it was either on call or busy ! Finally , my friend's parents came to fetch us to likkhian's house to stay in.. Once i entered the door, i beng already! Jus head straight into the living room's sofa and fell asleep straight away.. hahaz... Tts how i spent my New YEar, hopefully, in this year all will be well and tt i'll have flying colors for my O level... Yup, tts all...