Hpmh... Today's a bad day la! GOt back lots and lots of test papers, well... Happy wif none, my results jus sux la... got back history, chem , bio, physics, chinese and english... Grrr, dun wanna tok bout them le.. Jus wanna study hard now! Maybe gotta neglect friends le! Stuff myself wif books? haiz... Dunno wad to say, but i jus know i gotta do smthingn about it! OKay, enough of my craps le, gotta study as i said, hhaaz... till then folks!

eh, everything's fine wif me and her now! whahaa, managed to patch up le! We went out on white valentine's for a movie... *bai se qing ren jie* if i'm not wrong ba?! We wacted the haunted mansion , quite a okay movie, quite interestin 2... Then later we went to have a walk in the istana park! whahhaa, so farnie the park like so small and so kuku~ Oh ya, we were at PS then, haha... After tt i see her home and went home, ok, it sounds bored... nvm dun wanna tok bout her le.. Gotta tok bout myself, found tt i'm real indecisive and i mus change!!! Not tt i've jus found out, i knew it long ago, but its somehow already part of me!!! so its hard to change, u see? Yup, gimme more time, few more months?! hahaz... Also hor, my character is like.. SHIT?! Die die die, i jus mus change b4 i lose all my frens!! ok, i'll be more determined this time! Oh ya! i mus complain!!! This holiday is so boring man! gotta go back to school 5 out of 7 days!!! mon to wed remedial, then thurs tues sat got training! ahhhh.... Sick of it man! oPpz, there goes my attitude problem again... okok , enough for now.. Till then... I'll change!

today is a day of happinese and sadness... well, its a combination of both.. Happy coz we won the south zone championship! and we've got ourselves seoul gardens, mache, and free jersey! hahaz, so much incentives! hahahaz... Also not forgetting , the shinny, golden thropy! hahhaz... Then, comes the sad part, coach scolded me quite badly, but its over, who cares? As long as we won the game! hahahz... Then the worst part came, i came online, then *****i told me she wanna break up.. Hai... Dunno why also! When i dun tok she says i'm too quite, when i wanna tok and tell her things, she gets angry. I wanted to tell her wad happened to me today, then after hearing abt it , she replied, lets break?! wth... Jus coz i said i saw a chiobu on the bus and i saw her kissing wif another gal! so i tot it might interest her, but she actually said that i go look at other gal?! WAD IS SHE THINKING! haiz... Now i'm trying to explain things to her, but no matter how, the feelin btw us is of course covered by clouds of distrust and suspicious... Other couples seems to be happy whenever they're together, they treasure every moment they have , i wonder if she does... Hopefully. things will turn to the better, if worst goes to worst, we might jus break up... One more thing!!! She had this strong feelin tt i dun love her! Wtf.... Bo wei gong... ogie, enough pf my craps, tts all floks...