Life is short. i've gone through 20 years of my life and i've yet to find my goal in it. Everynight i would spend 10-20 minutes before i sleep to think about what i'll do in the future. I've always wanted to know how my future is like, but i know life has a way to make people look forward to everyday, the power of uncertainty. Keeping everyone in suspense, giving people hope, allowing us to face new challenges and testing us on our skills in reacting to situations. No doubt that future lies on our hands and we certainly have control over it, but we need something more to complete out life, something that we have no control of. The way which God tried to remain annonymous, the presence of concidence, luck, fate, chance. Its all of these that we've been waiting for our entirel life. Hoping these would complete our life, and allow us to have a happily ever after in our very own fairytale.

As we go on in life, we constantly look back to the past. Years ago, i was looking forward to becoming an adult, now that i am, i wish i were a kid. The freedom and power of an adult has been very much envious to kids, but the responsibility and discipline behind the freedom and power are often overlooked. Its hard to forgo the old happy-go-lucky brat and morph to a decisive and responsible man, but i will not stop trying. =)